Missing Mom

Today is the 12th anniversary of my mom's death. I always really dread this day because I spend the entirity of it analyzing what I could have done differently to help her. Could I have changed it all somehow by taking her back to the hospital sooner, etc.

Today I'll be in the usual funk, thinking of her, missing her and wishing for one last time to see her. So please, whisper a prayer for me today.

I know I usually blog or post encouraging words, but this morning, I'm hurting. She's never coming back.

I had a "mother figure" once who I loved very much. She was good to me and that got all messed up. We tried again to be friends, but once more things went to hell. Even today, at this point in my heartache, I find myself thinking of her and wishing that even she was here for me. But that's over and done. So pray for me if I cross your mind today. I really need it.

Tonight, I'll try to blog something positive, but for now I am going to allow myself to grieve my mom.

Remember to work hard and Dream Big!!

Much love,

Christy